Just when one things that one has gotten to something, things happen, and we suddenly see how full of pride/ego we are.

I haven’t been able to sleep well today; my dogs kept barking, people kept making noise in the house, and at night, I’ve had insomnia.

And the amount of vitriol that spewed up from me, the feelings of hatred over something so mundane and ridiculous, is amazing.

So the ego has to go, or at least the emotions surrounding the ego, because it’s ultimately dangerous, not only to me but especially to others.

My schedule has been messed up lately, and I’ve faltered a few nights on properly praying the hours. *sighs* Oh, well.