The clock will turn to 3:33 as I’m typing this, the darkest moment of the night.

So, too, am I at the darkest moment inside myself. I can see all my darkness swirling within me, taking over, controlling me, and coming up to the surface.

When will it end? I’m just so tired at this point, and I can’t explain to anyone exactly how tired I am. I just want to go to sleep, or to wake up, or for something to finally give way to the truth.

God, help us all.