MGMT Video: Kids

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This video is incredibly disturbing.

I think that it’s necessary to face it though, because it shows that human nature is uncertain, that we perceive the threats in the world at an early age, and that our infant mind can’t process things and that this creates a great deal of anxiety about the world around us.

But in the end, even though we have comforting images here (the Goddess/God the Mother appears at one point) and even then we have the image of Self or the Absolute, this, too, breaks apart and turns into an infinite chaotic rabbit hole of the Void into which we endlessly spiral.

That is the entire nature and journey of the human soul- we live our lives challenging this strange, empty world that’s in front of us, and then we discover that we cling to what is familiar, but even the familiar will transform into a chaotic Unknown for the mind.

What does it all mean?

It’s so deep, so incredibly deep.



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Currently, I’m going through my iTunes library and deleting files.

My MacBook is an older model- the lowest end model from 2009, making it 120 Gig hard drive. Last year, I acquired a huge amount of music, and I now have about 30 Gigs left on it.

I also have the Sims 3 on my Mac- I could delete Sims 3 and free up 12 Gigs, no problem, but I plan to get around to playing it again at sometime in the near future.

As I go through the music, I see a complete change in heart of how I used to feel. Somehow, I like more music, more varieties of music, and identify with them in a deeper way, than I did when I was younger.

Now, I’m reluctant to part even with rap and country music. But this is for the sake of the greater good of my Mac.

Music is a good thing. I love it. I adore it. I embrace it. I celebrate it. Maybe I’m just in a good mood. There are certainly songs that play these days that I absolutely despise, songs that I will hear on the radio and immediately change the station.


God is in the Music

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Today I went to see Tyler perform in a concert at a local church.

I haven’t been inside many Protestant churches in the proper sense in a long, long time, so I was surprised to note how the Baptist church had a very modern layout, something akin to a theatre. Even the churches I typically see on TV often have a more “traditional” layout, but we won’t linger at this point.

Without realizing it, I had walked into a concert that had predominantly religious songs, all of which were beautiful. There’s something to be said for the effect of a live performance as opposed to one that is recorded or being viewed on TV; the difference in the immediacy cannot be adequately expressed in words.

It is said in the Qur’an that every creature has its own mode of praise and glorification of God, whereby the meaning is that every individual relates to God in a different manner. Though the reasoning behind it has never been fully revealed to me, I learned long ago that I relate to God through Sacred Music, and the music today was certainly sacred!

The singing took me to new heights, and I noticed my throat chakra especially was reacting to the music, which makes sense. My consciousness in general seemed expanded, and I recall having rapid insights about what was going on.

I did my best to send energy to the singers, and to focus on the Presence of God.

A few times, for split seconds, I could see faintly that rose from the choir. The energy lines were faint to my own vision, so perhaps it was veiled, but whether I could see the energy or not, I certainly felt the connection among everyone in the church.

Truth be told, I love all kinds of music, and I love traditional church hymns. Organ music especially appeals to me, along with chant. I suppose this may be in part the unconscious reaction to my upbringing in the so-called “low” churches.

But also, traditional prayers, such as Ave Maria (or the Angelic Salutation, also called the Hail Mary), when sung are absolutely the epitome of sung beauty. Who is not lifted up into the Presence of God when hearing such things?

Chanting in any language, in any religion, is beautiful to me. Myself, I love to chant as well, though I can’t do any of the actual Gregorian chants of Christianity.

When one repeats a prayer, for instance, and focuses intensely on the meaning of the prayer, the sounds begin to break apart and reveal a deeper essence. Initially this will seem akin to the words no longer having meaning, and this is doubly apparent when one prays with words from another language, yet beneath the sudden meaninglessness is a meaning far beyond our normal conception.

I find it so amazing that God can speak to so many different people in so many different religions and in so many different ways. Certainly not everyone feels the same way about Sacred Music as I, but likely there is something that helps to lift them up to a higher place within themselves.